Empty your brain

Santa Cruz do Sul, 4 March 2025

To be an educated person I've always thought attractive.

I still do yet something has changed. Not suddenly, I've seen it coming.

For many years I thought the idea that we humans need explanations,

that we cannot do without them, spot on. Nowadays I'm not so sure anymore,

nowadays it seems to me that all the knowledge that I've acquired during a lifetime stands in the way of experiencing the world as it is.

Not all knowledge, of course. What scientists have discovered I consider useful

despite the fact that much of it I do not understand because it is outside my line of thinking.

My line of thinking has mostly been in the humanities or, differently put, in the world of ideas. As interesting and entertaining this world is, it is mostly a distraction. Take history, psychology or sociology, disciplines that arbitrarily divide and simplify the world according to their belief-system. Needless to say, there are excellent arguments for doing that.

Nowadays, the importance that arguments are given is beyond me. That the better argument  should decide a court case or an academic debate, I find preposterous. That journalists and thinkers try to make sense of clearly irrational politics, is simply nuts.

At my age, I'm 72, I'm privileged to try something new. I try as best as I can to empty my brain for what I have learned has nothing to do with what is going on. People are neither rational nor civilised. Just look and see! Our way of thinking is at best a distraction.

I see it like this: I'm a container in which my heart beats. I'm not contributing anything to it; the same applies to my respiration, my digestion, even my thinking (my brain is active around the clock without me being conscious of it). Things just happen (think of the stream of thoughts that crosses your brain), I do not make them happen. To observe this, to be a witness, I consider a privilege. My best moments are the ones in which I forget myself.